hung over & painfully aware of my own mortality // my pussy is burning :-)
the voregeoisie
slathering vitamin E oil on ur pussy #justgirlythings 👅
feel so so guilty && worthless && FAT FAT FAT!!! only going to drink green tea until i’m not obese anymore,, i fucked up continuously for so longa nd now i have to fucking punish myself and deal with that (((i hate myself more and more and more and more))) i just want to die so i can end the suffering i cause myself & everyone who comes in contact w/ me
i’ve been crying every night after starting the day off well // sick of being so emotional // need to start forcing it into something productive // need to talk to someone about it ~my psych appt. is in two days and i’m Very Anxious about it!!! cool!!!
Design : Ryo Kuwabara
felt good today / the physical manifestation of pain in positive / non destructive means is good (& a nice change) for me. feeling good about life and how things are going at the moment :-) hope this feeling can stay a while (or at least be used productively to set intentions / prevent coming down from it super drastically)
i turned 20!!!
it’s leo season &&& it was just a new moon in leo &&& i’ve been feeling ~spicy,,,, having sex &&& working through things &&& things feel like they’re moving forward *finally* ~ been setting lots of intentions but too stuck to start working on them actively, but i feel that changing. getting two new piercings tomorrow which should push me like pain usually does ,, upd8s 2 come!!!
No sympathy for rapists, no sympathy for abusers, no sympathy for those who side with them. No excuses for their behavior, no justifications, no exceptions.
(Source: basicallyabearcub)
really fkn sick of the flashbacks & being affected by him so consistently and so violently // get OUT OUT OT of my life & brain!!!
hands // i’m more depressed than i’ve been in a while // i keep making mistakes & never learn or improve :-)))